Showing posts with label Life journey. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life journey. Show all posts

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Auld Lang Syne

Still awake in this time. I try to close my eyes but still it doesn't work! (feels so lucky tomorrow is my 2nd off days). Never think this'll happen like a blast. Like a bomb that blows eventually.

Just try to understand and follow my heart. Life is gambling and love is unfair..But then it all completes a whole great story of your life.

Now it's time to move on because life must go on.. I have to believe in myself who still have 2 feet to stand on and continue to write another chapter of my life.


With all my heart...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

a blessed phase of life, byebye jobless group ;')

hi hi hellooow..finally, yesterday i have signed a contract with a company based on Spore (no need to mention the name of the company, tho) ;) It means, bye bye jobless group! hehehe

Everything is beautiful in His time^^ yeps, agree with that!! I'll tell you the story. As I wrote in my blog before, I failed for being a SIA stewardess. This was really hurt me. I asked God, "why?" and didn't understand, but now I know the answer, it's GREAT!!! back, a month later (Dec 2008), the same SIA agency called me n offered me another more interesting job, based on Spore, too. So I came for an interview n I passed. Then another day, I continued with another user interview from both Spore and Indo company branches, n I passed again..thank GOd, only 2 persons instead of 10 from the final interview, accepted. I did all the requirements n patiently waiting for further information which came soooo loooonnggg! They once informed me in Jan '09 that I will start working in Spore on May 1, 2009. So, before that, I have to do several training in town, 2 months for company training in Jakarta's stores, 1 month in SQCentre Indonesia's.

I was quite impatient when entering this March n still no news from them, but I still praying hard n trying to wait patiently. THADAAA..my patience brings me luck. Last Tue, she called me n invited me to come n sign the contract, also cancel the indo training part (will straightly have Spore training) :D got it!!

God is really good to me. I do believe He'll give the best for me in His time, and He does! (seeing 2 of my friends in pre-SIA stewardess in the same batch with me, they got the hold on position recently because of the economic recession, after waiting almost 3 months without notification at all). Also, considering I have already submitted my resignation of my part-time teaching job at the end of this March term before I got this job. Firstly, I thought I will be jobless for some time, u know, it's hard to get a job recently due to the global crisis, but fortunately, NO.

Now, the feeling part. I am in complicated feeling: very happy and real excited =)) yet a bit sad and really scareddd :'((... why?
- happy & excited part:
1. I get a job...YAYYY!!! no more jobless group hihi (accomplished my 2009 wishes lists no. 1)
2. I get one of my dream job, in a world-class fashion retail :P (can be classified to wishes lists no.1)
3. It's a job abroad, in Singapore..hey!
meaning, I'll livee abroaaadddd soon...hihihi =S (accomplished my wishes lists no. 7)
4. I reach my expected salary as in Rp but not yet in SGD (accomplished my wishes lists no. 2)..even much much better than my Rupiah's target income hahaha but don't count it..start to think in SGD, Singapore is in the list of top ten most expensive countries in the world :'(
5. I will have a new different phase-life lots of new experiences, good and bad!..

- sad & scared part:
1. I only have time in Jkt for about 1 month from now. times flies!
2. I have to live alone, without my beloved family, bf, n friends :'(( (i never live separately from my fam, esp my mom before).
3. I am not a very health person, so scared if i'm sick n not having my mom besides me :(
4. I'm afraid something bad happen to my beloved in Indonesia or even to me there..*sigh* God will take care of us, tho!
5. I have to face all the culture-shock, adapt to a new situation, new friends, daily life n working life, ALL BY MYSELF..!!!
6. last but not least, i can't cook! heheehe (bisa2 bankrupt klo mkn diluar terus.. ;pp)

This moment strengthen my faith and just be patient. God isn't finished with me yet!. Trials can make life seem not worth living. Focusing on ourselves can lead to despair. But putting our trust in God gives us entirely different perspective. As long as we live in this world, we can be certain that our all-sufficient God will sustain us.

Yeah..that's my newest story,,it's enough for this time..now I'm going to prepare myself to teach my students. Thatha everyone...

"I thank my God everytime I remember you." -Phillipians 3:1-

Monday, November 24, 2008

Intercollegiate Seminar 2008

Intercollegiate Seminar is English Department of Atma Jaya University's annual event. This year it is held on 21-22 November 2008. There are 25 papers to be presented from various universities: Atma Jaya, Bina Nusantara, Indonesia University of education, Widya Mandala, Maranatha, State University of Jakarta, and Sanata Dharma University. Fyi, i am one of the presenters :P well, it doesn't come from my deepest heart, it comes from my lecturer's offering and a bit forcing hehehe..

eniwei, i got the schedule to present my paper on the 2nd day at 10.30 - 10.55 but i did it more or less for only 15 - 20 mins including the FAQ :P i'm lazy to re-make my presentation, so i just present the original i used for my defense hihihi and luckily i can answer all the questions HA.HA dunno whether my answers are clearly satisfied or not =p

As a presenter, we have to sign the attendance before entering the room and we got an Atma Jaya paper bag containing a bundle of our papers, a pen, and a note, all in UAJ mode on. There was 4 session that day. The first 2 session was held before lunch time and the rest was after lunch. We also got snacks twice. The audience weren't many. I think 90% are Atma Jaya students. yeah, u know, just a small amount of people who like attending the seminar events rite?? hehehe As for me, i don't like to attend this kind of event. it's just so boring i think...zzz...so sleepy and it makes me got headache :'( but i was still in the room until the end of the seminar bcos one of my friend presents hers after lunch session so as good friends...suit..suiw..we are there to support her :)

The event closed at 3 p.m. and i got the certificate as a presenter...ehm...maybe this is the one that makes me happy to be the presenter :D

After whole boring day, me n my closed friendswent to Grand Indonesia, kongkow-ing n window shopping, cos they'll have midnite shopping...yeay!! It re-charges my spirit and loses my headache hahaha
Thanks to Intercollegiate Seminar 2008!

Friday, October 31, 2008

Happy Graduation...=)

Yeay..!!! Thank God i did it.. :D
Monday, 27 October 2008 is my graduation day. i really am happy and proud of myself. I've finished my study and done my job as the youngest daughter in my fam..that's my parents' wish, seeing their 3 daughters finish our study! We all did it!! and...here i am,
Wilma Wilianti Tantranegara, S.Pd.
Eventhough my father is not acompanying me, i'm sure he is smiling in heaven watching me=)
here are some pics...enjoy it!


my luvly mom *cup*

my wonder man :P

my best gossipers girls ^_^

kebaya mode