How I Begin My 2010

1-3rd Jan: Happy New Year @ work.. *sigh*
4th : off day!
5th : working =(
6th : mc (medical leave) too tired -.-
7th : working.
8-13th : Break - Have fun and lovely days with mom & big sistas in Jakarta :D :D :D
14-15th : back to work...zzz
16th : off day! got virus infection on my right eye and it was getting worse at nite.
17th : went to see doctor in the morning & couldn't go to work for 3 days. ;)
18-19th : stayed at home. enjoy! and a bit worried my eye wasn't getting better.
20th : went to see the eye specialist @ SNEC and she gave me another 6 days of MC. ;D :'* hm...good news or bad?
21-24th : stayed at home. cleaning my room. doing my things. cooking. sleeping. chatting. relaxing.
25th : 2nd meeting with the doctor. it was getting better but not truly recovered yet, left eye a lil bit contageous. got 4 more MC days from 27th - 30th.
26-28th : yay!! I'm feeling much better. stayed at home. recovering. cooking. chatting. tidying up here and there. enjoying my days off ;) and get ready for tomorrow!! I ask my boss to come to work tomorrow, and he says yes.

See how wonderful I spend my January 2010?? should I be happy or shouldn't I? BOTH!!!
Since the last 12 days I don't go to work, tomorrow I'll be back!! at last..feel I wana have my 1st day at work. and it seems that I take full month of paid-leave. HaHa. Interesting yet pity me.

Last December was very busy at work. very really tiring for me T.T so I take this chance to recharge my energy, pay my less-sleep hours, and refresh a while from working life. and it works!! it really WORKS!!! Everyday is a holiday :') hmm...

On the other hand, I'm pissed off because I've already used many many days of my MC for this year, just left 4 days for the entire year. d*mn! and somehow I feel sad because I stayed at home, alone, longer than I was with my family back then I had my holiday in Jakarta :'(

and tomorrow I'll go back to reality. Hoping there'll be no more sickness for the rest of the year and get myself ready for the busyness of my job. Oh no, even I'm lazy to think about it. But anyway, deep in my heart, I do miss my workmates and my workplace..
I'll see you in less than 24 hours. :D

Hello December!

My fav month is in action, everyone! Oh, I loveeee December so much. The weather, the feel, the ambience of Christmas time is all around. The song, the light, and all decoration are completed its touch. Lucky the music in my work place also change to Christmas songs for the whole December :) at least I can feel Christmas is near and is coming.

It's gona be a new unique experience in my life. Happiness and sadness altogether will accompany me in this December.
Let's start from the sad part.
1. I can't take any of my leave for the whole December! company's rule. *sigh* so I can't go back home to Jkt and will celebrate Christmas alone in Singapore without my family around T_T
2. I still don't get any decision yet whether or not I'll have my off day on the 25th so that I can go to church. hope & pray. *crossing fingers*
3. I'll miss my mom's special Christmas food and decoration as well :'(
4. I HAVE TO work in this holiday season and it's gona be busy like hell..........
5. It's just...weird...I'm not used to it, yet.

And the happy part is, soon, I will experience myself, a new way of celebrating Christmas, and it will definitely leave such a great mark in my living journey. Just try to enjoy it! :D

God bless everyone and happy Holidazzle (dec theme of my workplace).

Miraculous Quotes

A good-old-friend of mine suddenly sent me a message, just to show his care, to cheer me up, and to give the strength of what happened in my life.. A simple message which gives an extraordinary positive feeling when everyone seems to judge me of what I've been doing.

"There is no oil, if olives are not squeezed...
No wine, if grapes are not pressed...
No perfume, if flowers are not crushed...

If you felt any pressure in life today?
Don't worry..
God is just bringing you out the best in you!."

another amazing quotes for tonight,

"We are like teabags,
whose true strength comes out when we're put in hot water.

So, when problems upset you..
Just think, you must be God's favorite cup of Tea!."

AMEN!!
Reading these quotes gives me a peacefull heart without being judged of each of its words.
Thank you, K., for giving me such a nice quotes.
Thank you, Lord, for such a great life. Lucky I have you.

I do hope this post can bring peacefullness for those who read. :)

In Memoriam

I remember this day 13 years ago.
God asked my beloved Papa to come to see Him. I was 10 years old. It was really unpredictable. He had a heart-attack when I was sleeping. My mom shocked the most. I was so sad...though I was a kid, I could feel the feeling of lost.

Since then, I have to start standing on my own, protect myself, and also protect my mom. I think my elder sisters also did the same. They were also protecting me as their youngest sister, I could feel it.
It made me grew-up as a tough and mature girl rather than my friends in the same age.

So many moments, problems that I passed without my dad around. Happiness and sadness. Sometimes I asked God why He took my dad when I needed most? But I believe that He is preparing something best for my life and He won't give any difficulties which is beyond your ability! and for sure, it makes me as a 'today's me' :)) whom I'm proud of.

Now I've finished my study and I'm in the working world. "Your little daughter is transformed to an independent woman." =)
I wish I've already made my mom and dad proud of me and I can make him smiling from above.. I love u, mama. I love u, papa. Always have always will..

Heart Attack!

For less than 2x24 hours I'll leave Jakarta and move to Singapore. I got a bit 'heart attack' when I read the message tonite in the middle of my family chit-chatting after having dinner.
OMG OMG..I haven't packed yet..and still don't believe it. I'll leave all my precious SOON! It's too soon!! My beloved family, caring bf, soul-mate gossipers girls, some of my lovely shoes collection, my books, my nail polishes, and all my things which i can't carry now..feel like I wana bring them all but there's a limitation of the baggage..why must have?!!! hate it!!... :P

I definitely will miss you all, Jakarta..oh, wana cry..and cry...and cry...but back to smile again..and again...and again...that's me :D Take care you when I'm not around.

Fyi, I will live without internet connection for a while, so readers..I'll update this blog as soon as possible.. Cya!!

a blessed phase of life, byebye jobless group ;')

hi hi hellooow..finally, yesterday i have signed a contract with a company based on Spore (no need to mention the name of the company, tho) ;) It means, bye bye jobless group! hehehe

Everything is beautiful in His time^^ yeps, agree with that!! I'll tell you the story. As I wrote in my blog before, I failed for being a SIA stewardess. This was really hurt me. I asked God, "why?" and didn't understand, but now I know the answer, it's GREAT!!! back, a month later (Dec 2008), the same SIA agency called me n offered me another more interesting job, based on Spore, too. So I came for an interview n I passed. Then another day, I continued with another user interview from both Spore and Indo company branches, n I passed again..thank GOd, only 2 persons instead of 10 from the final interview, accepted. I did all the requirements n patiently waiting for further information which came soooo loooonnggg! They once informed me in Jan '09 that I will start working in Spore on May 1, 2009. So, before that, I have to do several training in town, 2 months for company training in Jakarta's stores, 1 month in SQCentre Indonesia's.

I was quite impatient when entering this March n still no news from them, but I still praying hard n trying to wait patiently. THADAAA..my patience brings me luck. Last Tue, she called me n invited me to come n sign the contract, also cancel the indo training part (will straightly have Spore training) :D got it!!

God is really good to me. I do believe He'll give the best for me in His time, and He does! (seeing 2 of my friends in pre-SIA stewardess in the same batch with me, they got the hold on position recently because of the economic recession, after waiting almost 3 months without notification at all). Also, considering I have already submitted my resignation of my part-time teaching job at the end of this March term before I got this job. Firstly, I thought I will be jobless for some time, u know, it's hard to get a job recently due to the global crisis, but fortunately, NO.

Now, the feeling part. I am in complicated feeling: very happy and real excited =)) yet a bit sad and really scareddd :'((... why?
- happy & excited part:
1. I get a job...YAYYY!!! no more jobless group hihi (accomplished my 2009 wishes lists no. 1)
2. I get one of my dream job, in a world-class fashion retail :P (can be classified to wishes lists no.1)
3. It's a job abroad, in Singapore..hey! meaning, I'll livee abroaaadddd soon...hihihi =S (accomplished my wishes lists no. 7)
4. I reach my expected salary as in Rp but not yet in SGD (accomplished my wishes lists no. 2)..even much much better than my Rupiah's target income hahaha but don't count it..start to think in SGD, Singapore is in the list of top ten most expensive countries in the world :'(
5. I will have a new different phase-life lots of new experiences, good and bad!..

- sad & scared part:
1. I only have time in Jkt for about 1 month from now. times flies!
2. I have to live alone, without my beloved family, bf, n friends :'(( (i never live separately from my fam, esp my mom before).
3. I am not a very health person, so scared if i'm sick n not having my mom besides me :(
4. I'm afraid something bad happen to my beloved in Indonesia or even to me there..*sigh* God will take care of us, tho!
5. I have to face all the culture-shock, adapt to a new situation, new friends, daily life n working life, ALL BY MYSELF..!!!
6. last but not least, i can't cook! heheehe (bisa2 bankrupt klo mkn diluar terus.. ;pp)

This moment strengthen my faith and just be patient. God isn't finished with me yet!. Trials can make life seem not worth living. Focusing on ourselves can lead to despair. But putting our trust in God gives us entirely different perspective. As long as we live in this world, we can be certain that our all-sufficient God will sustain us.

Yeah..that's my newest story,,it's enough for this time..now I'm going to prepare myself to teach my students. Thatha everyone...

"I thank my God everytime I remember you." -Phillipians 3:1-

Movie Review: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button is a movie inspired from a short story by F. Scott Fitzgerald, a famous American novelist who wrote about classic literature. I have a little knowledge about classic literature since i chose sub-major literature for my final paper at uni. But i've just only read one of his masterpieces, The Great Gatsby.

Back to the movie, it goes straight as one of the best movies in mine. It's about the life of Benjamin Button who is aging backwards. He was born as an old-grandfather look alike and dead in a proportion of a baby. Told from the second point of view, i guess, the movie is told in a flash-back style which is quite interesting. When i watched this, i had a feeling as if i was reading a novel. Maybe it's because the plot goes smoothly and they describe it with details so that it makes the duration of the movie reaches almost 3 hours.

Some people said it is a boring, awful movie, just talking no action. But in my case, i have a different point of view. A movie is not just a story. There's also a meaning behind it. I enjoy every single stories in The Curious Case of Benjamin Button and their conversation as well.
This meaningful movie brings me to one of my life's greatest lessons. Life is just about a time. It's full of choices! and the choice is yours..it's all depends on how you create your life by using any given opportunities. You just have to be careful when it's time to choose an option because your life opportunity never comes twice. And you should know how to handle the easiness and difficulties in every choices you choose, because the life opportunity can come both in time of happiness and sadness. You'll never know it!! Don't just stay in your comfort zone. Sometimes you should choose a little more challenging option. You'll never know what's inside the box if you'll never open it. Whatever goals you have in life, don't think you can't reach it! So live your life to the fullest!!...Don't be too afraid to step back once to get 10 more better steps ahead. Once, a Chinese says, "A journey of a thousand miles, begins with a single step." -Confusion-


"Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss." -Benjamin Button-

"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again." -Benjamin Button-


Goodnight Benjamin. Goodnight Daisy.

2009 wishes lists!

Welcome 2009!

nu year has come!! it's time to have a new brighter life of mine... :)

my wishes lists for this year:
1. get a full-time job which i enjoy it a lot!
2. reach my expected and target income^^
3. take a French course in CCF.
4. be better in time management.
5. maintain my weights around 45kg - 46kg.
6. finish reading all my books!
7. travel abroad, job abroad, or even....live abroad..!!!

yeps..that's enough for my wishes lists in 2009. Hope I can make it all and there'll be additional lists at the end of 2009...amen! :D

fyi, I didn't exactly remember all my 2008 wishes lists, but i remember my main wish in 2008. I got my Sarjana's Degree..yay...i did it and i have it :D Thank you, Lord.

Twilight: girls' desire of a man.

I just saw the movie Twilight last Sat. I fell in love with Edward Cullen when i was watching the movie. He is a gentle, warmth, protective, and responsible man!!...all basic criteria a girl wants from a man to love and to be loved..oh so sweet...^^ ignored the vampire side, please!!
This movie is categorized as one of my fav. Although it's about vampire, werewolf, and sth like that but in my point of view, the main story isn't just about that. It has a deep meaning inside..it's about unconditional love story.

I know it's just a movie, just a fiction story and character, but doesn't mean that there's no such a man like him! A story comes from someone's idea and the idea often comes from someone's experiences. I think it's a perfect example for men of how they should behave to a girl they love :)
It shows us the power of a relationship should be. NO sex, NO harsh, JUST trust and respect..It is the most important thing in a relationship..trust the one u love and respect as well..u'll hit the jackpot ladies and gentlemen! hahahaha :D

Eniweiii...after watching the movie, i'm curious about the novel. I like to read btw, and from my experiences, almost all of the movie based on a novel is not as good as the story in the novel itself. So i plan to buy the novel. Lemme guess..it sold out everywhere...and it is! i didn't find one. Only my sis get the book #4, Breaking Dawn, at Periplus SMS. But i don't want to read it before i read the previous 3 books..just wait :P

p.s: my friend joked during the movie: hey...hey...there's a lot of nice scenes for pre-wed pictures :P *swt* (ga lupa deh doi, merusak suasana wkt itu!! hahaha) this pic esp for her..enjoy doi!

Welcoming Christmas 2008..

December,
it's my favorite time of the year. Rain is falling n the weather becomes windy, although there's no snow falling in this country, but the windy weather is enough to make me happy hihihi

Christmas is near and is coming..
Since i was a child, i used to celebrate Christmas every year and my parents always making this moment so special in their own way. I miss those moments i can share, laugh, and celebrate Christmas with all my dearest little family (mom, dad, and two of my elder sisters) in my hometown, Sukabumi...it's a nice memory will always be stored in my heart.

Everything is different when we entering December. The Christmas decorations are everywhere, the songs, the events, and the feeling of my heart...oh can't describe it but i'm very happy to welcoming Christmas =)

This year, my happiness begins with i get back my dad's Christmas songs. The Carpenters!!!! It's my favorite Christmas songs everrrr...my lovely bf searched n downloaded esp for me^^ thanks to you babe..u always know how to make me happy :')i only have the cassette belongs to my dad since he was young. I always listen to it every year. It reminds me of my childhood Christmas and its feeling...For some people their songs are old-fashioned but for me it's still up-to-date and will always be in my heart for my entire life. I have memorable Christmas moments in all Carpenters' Christmas songs.
A few years ago i lost it and so sad i can't find everywhere bcos it's soooo olddd!!! no one sells it. Luckily i got it now...and can't stop listening to it :)

My top eight of The Carpenters:
1. Merry Christmas Darling
2. Christmas Waltz
3. Christmas Songs (Chestnuts Roasting on an Open Fire)
4. Sleigh Ride
5. Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas
6. I'll be Home for Christmas
7. Winter Wonderland / Silver Bells
8. It's Christmas time
(ups..hard to delete one of them from my fav songs ever :P)

Actually for Christmas songs, i prefer the old ones than today's collection. And Carpenters' is not out-of-date..i bet u'll get the peaceful of Christmas when hearing to it.
Happy listening to you!

EPT?

I was enjoying my free-lazy day when suddenly i got a phone call from RBS Bank (formerly ABN AMRO Bank) informing that i will have an English Proficiency Test tomorrow at 8 a.m. at LIA Pramuka as my 2nd round..(it means i passed the 1st round, 1 on 1 interview few weeks ago...yippieee)

Okay, what is EPT actually? Is it like TOEFL test? i dunno exactly what it is whereas i am the alumnus of English Department, quite embarrasing tho :P. so i called LIA, asked about it and i searched on google..and there it is..it's actually the same kind with TOEFL test. EPT has 4 levels: elementary, intermediate, high-intermediate, and advance. Lemme think, maybe for a job seekers, we belong to either the 3rd or 4th group bcos as i tried the online test, the topics and languages are quite different from TOEFL test. It's about business world..

After i tried several tests, the results are around 75...*sigh

So tonite i just ehmmm...need a beauty-sleep...cos it needs high-concentration when u do the test. also, i don't know where LIA Pramuka is (it's farrrrrr from here) so i have to go earlier in the morning, hope there'll be no morning traffic, and wish the taxi driver knows directly the place :')
g'nite everyone...

Prepare myself..

Tomorrow i have to attend Intercollegiate Seminar and present my paper. I don't have any excitement for this event, maybe it's all because i have to go back to my paper and study it well and prepare them well..*fiuh* There'll be Q&A session, and if i can't answer it...wohohoooowww...'apa kata dunia?!!!' i hv to do my best, i guess.

Now i'm preparing my speech and it seems that i can't remember all of it well..my defense was almost 3 months ago and i never look back at my paper since that. Now i have to study over again. Oh my...what should i do? i have to go teaching in the afternoon and it seems i only have little time to prepare it..
hehehe i think i'll bring some notes as a 'contekan' if i forget some :P tricky mode on :D

so, wish me luck everyone...

Can or Can't....?

Today i was having a quality time with 2 of my besties and we're landing on Starbucks, a nice-to-have place for gossiping :P
In the middle of our conversation, a question came up in my mind...

w: guys, do u think that someone can change his own nature behaviour?
c : hm...i think so, actually it depends on he himself.
y : in my opinion, he can't change it totally but at least, he can diminish it, if he wants it to.
w: errr...okay! but it's such a hard thing to do, isn't it? sometimes i think it can't be changed although u want it badly.
c : it can be! believe me..my dad was a stubborn person. (fyi, her dad is one of the nicest guy ever, very caring and loving person to his fam, esp to his wife...so sweet...)
w: i give u an example, for some cases i am a short-term-memory kind of person esp. for something outside my business (if someone asks me for a help, for instance). I really don't want that happened but it happens out of my control. my bad, dunno y.... :'(
Another example, how about a temperament character? is it possible to change and remove it??? i know it's really really a hard job, but can't it? it's one of the characteristic i hate much!!!
e : maximized your reminder! hahahaha :p j/k
well, i think it's a bit harder to change the 2nd one. but u can always have it!
y : well, 1st example, u absolutely can change it. U just have to struggle with that and have an eager to learn. Big effort is needed!
2nd example, maybe u can change it but it's a bit harder than the 1st one. so the possibility is less than the 1st.
e : but still, u can, if u said so!! the choice is yours =)
w: um..okay! *still wondering*

At the end, we came to a conclusion..."it is easier for u to change some bad characteristics, for which u can have other ways (incl. ur big longing) to keep it away slowly but sure. Reversely, u have less chance for some bad characteristics to be changed or even be reduced. But nothing is impossible! it's all depends on you yourself."

So...what's in ur mind? ^_*

Rainy Saturday

It's been raining outside..
Thunder bolt lightning with the dark sky cover this whole weekend.

- i wish my weekend is not as dark as the sky -


W.

Nightmare di siang bolong

1.48 p.m a lecturer from English Department called me.

Mr : Hi, may i speak to Wilma?
W : I'm Wilma and sorry, who am i talking to?
Mr : I'm Mr. R from Atma Jaya
W : oh..hi Sir, what's the matter?
Mr : Actually, I want to ask u to join the Seminar Intercollegiate 2008 as a presenter b'cos your Scientific Paper is classified to one of the best out there. We have just had 5 papers from Atma Jaya and we still need more. You know, we organize this event and it's silly if we only have 5 besides 15 presenters from other universities. So we choose the best ones based on the Scientific Paper score.
(wth...i'm avoiding to join this annually event ='( lazyyyy...)
W : um..when will it be held?
Mr : It'll be held on November 21-22, 2008. But if you have a job already, you don't have to come for every session. Just come for the time you're gonna present yours. Just add the abstract of ur paper n submit it to me/Ms. T. Okay? You can discuss it with ur mentor 1st.
W : (oh noooo..my "luvly" mentorrrr againnn) um...ookay, Sir..(i don't have any other options T_T don't know how to reject it..my bad!!)
Mr : So..can i have a soft copy of your paper this Fri?
W : huh? u mean complete with the abstract?
Mr : yes. The abstract is just 1 or 2 paragraph so you can do it in 1 hour probably.
W : (yes, if i'm not lazy hahaha) can i submit it to you next week? b'cos i have to discuss it with my mentor, rite?
Mr : oic..Okay, if it's possible, please submit it on the beginning of next week.
W : okay, Sir..see y *sigh*

ouch...shittt..a few months ago i was laughing, hearing 2 of my friends were asked to join this event and now?? OMG it happens to me..fiuh..
I know that presenting my paper isn't that bad, it'll bring advantages though. At least, u'll get a certificate, u learn how to do a presentation in front of public, ur paper will be published in the event's collection, and...that's it..i dunno the other LOL
I think i'm just lazy to do that:
1. i have to re-read my paper.
2. i have to make an abstract of it.
3. i have to prepare well for any questions will be.
4. i have to again..re-contact with my "luvly" mentor(nightmareee)

yup..the last number is the hardest thing for me i think lol...he's just a weirdo-mystical-creature in this universe! agreeee??? i can't show one by one of his weirdo acting but i'm definitely sure that English Department's family (esp his students, co-workers & ex-examiners) know well of his unique behaviour :P maybe b'cos of that he's still single although he's already 30 sth. eniwei, he's smart and helpful and some people say he has a good-looking (not for me ;p)
hm...what should i do? should i make the abstract? oow,,dun have any desire for that!!! should i contact him now? ooh-no..not now i think! i just hope that i got the SQ job so that byebye intercollegiate hihihi :D
what about y'guys?

Dilemma

Lebaran holiday is over...hm..for me, actually, everyday is holiday since i hold my Bachelor's degree last month though i still have my part-time job as an English teacher in Grow Up twice a week. But it's kinda different for people around me, let's say my bf and my sis. They really enjoyed the work-day-off. Me??? of course i was happy cos i got free-week of teaching and everyday i had lots of activities: my bf asked me to go out (dating, eating, or fam day-out) or just came by to my house^^. As my sis, she always wakes up earlier than me which sometimes it really annoys me..c'mon, it's holiday and she wakes me up in the morning.. but i don't know why, i'm happy for that. Seeing that i can still gather with her n my mom, just sharing each other and talking bout everything=) i love every single moment like this. As you know, my dad passed away 12 years ago and my 2nd elder sis has been married and she's in Kupang for good, having their own business and taking care of their two wonderful children. I miss them so much..

Ok, back to the topic, everybody back to work, and me...still at home, enjoy my free-lazy-day, all day browsing, chattin, blogging, and keep thinking. Thinking of my future job, thinking of my life, thinking bout everything!! As a matter of fact, i haven't applied for any job yet. Still confuse about it. I don't wanna be a teacher which is my major i took. I wanna be a stewardess, yessss...SQ stewardess hehehe but pros n cons about this job. This job came out in my mind for about 6 months ago when i saw my church friend being a SQ stewardess. wow..what an interesting job! you can travel all around the world which is my goal in life hehehe i know, this one is only the advantage besides there are still many of disadvantages. Anyway, being a stewardess is my 2nd dream when i were a child. My 1st dream is being a teacher, and here i am..a part-time teacher. So now, i want to reach my 2nd dream but I don't want to sacrifice everything just for getting this job. NO! Otherwise, I keep praying for this decision and I believe God will give me and guide me to my best.

I wait for the open recruitment expectantly. A few days ago, i open the website and they'll have a walk-in-interview this Oct 20. WOW..i'm so surprised and can't wait for the day. yippiiiee..i'll try even though i don't know yet whether i'm accepted or booted out, at least..i try!
Now, i have a doubt of it. Okay..if i am booted out, i can continue my life and try another job. If i'm accepted, here comes the problems. Is the job best suited me? Can i do the job with the pos n many of its neg aspects? Do i really want it? How about my family? How about my almost-7-year relationship with my bf? and many more...
From his point of view. Deep in his heart i know he doesn't want to let me go. A part of me says so, but this is my life..i just starting my life to reality. Is it sounded that i'm an egoist person????oh..this feeling keep in my mind..somebody helps me?
Surprisingly, my lovely bf keeps supporting me even though only 20-30% i think :P and it's normal. No one can easily let the loved one go. The only promise i can give is i never cheat on him..and i'm sure he knows it..but it doesn't mean that i or he can't find someone else. Only God knows! and as the "pepatah" said "kalo jodoh ga kemana" which i believe that statement ;p and i always talk like this to him hehehe

Well, I think i write too much about this-unclear-complicated thing hahaha... I'm really in a dilemma T_T but still, i'll do my best on Oct 20! =)

Just a Beginning...

Blogging...
What are you thinking of when hearing this word?
It is booming nowadays, more or less for a few years ago. Many people create their own blog and keep showing to their friends. For me, when i hear this word, the one that comes out in my mind just a weird and not-so-important activity. Just writing your personal life n whatever topics you want to write about and let people read yours..it's just nonsense and out of my mind...and i can say: this is so not me. It doesn't mean that i don't like writing diary. I do write diary everyday since i was in junior-high as what the other girls do and i love it. But it's different thing. You write about everything in your diary and you keep it yourself, not share it with others. It's a kind of your privacy. Yes, it was my opinion about blogging..

Unexpectedly, a few weeks ago, i read my friend's blog and it is very interesting one, i think (thanks to you, A. :P). In a moment, a thought came up in my mind. "Hey..why don't I start making my own blog?" Gee..i just kept thinking on that. I re-think of my opinion about blogging and it makes me a dilemma. On one side, this is just errrr...but on the other side, luckily, i still have a think that at least it'll bring an advantage for me. I know that writing is not as easy as you think (i did writing 1,2,3, and academic writing classes in my University which i hate it so much!!!). So, i think it's a good start to improve my writing skill, for developing my idea and speak my mind up. I can write about everything i like and maybe that's the difference between the writing class i had and the blog/diary i have hehehe. As you know that i'm an introvert but people person and i'm categorized as a good-listener, not as a good-story-teller..hahaha yeah...maybe because of that stuffs so i like keeping my own stories and not sharing it :P

Surprisingly, after a deep thinking, today, i decide to make my own blog and i'll start writing. So, just wait for another stories of mine and i can say that...hm...i'm in love with it! =)
hope that i can improve my writing skill by doing this..see ya....and wish me luck! ^w^