In Memoriam

I remember this day 13 years ago.
God asked my beloved Papa to come to see Him. I was 10 years old. It was really unpredictable. He had a heart-attack when I was sleeping. My mom shocked the most. I was so sad...though I was a kid, I could feel the feeling of lost.

Since then, I have to start standing on my own, protect myself, and also protect my mom. I think my elder sisters also did the same. They were also protecting me as their youngest sister, I could feel it.
It made me grew-up as a tough and mature girl rather than my friends in the same age.

So many moments, problems that I passed without my dad around. Happiness and sadness. Sometimes I asked God why He took my dad when I needed most? But I believe that He is preparing something best for my life and He won't give any difficulties which is beyond your ability! and for sure, it makes me as a 'today's me' :)) whom I'm proud of.

Now I've finished my study and I'm in the working world. "Your little daughter is transformed to an independent woman." =)
I wish I've already made my mom and dad proud of me and I can make him smiling from above.. I love u, mama. I love u, papa. Always have always will..